There are So many ups and downs, highs and lows, goods and bads. Achievements, Disappointments. all of these I've seen. All these I've had. None other like the one that reached out and slapped me that night. As I walked myself half-asleep up the stairs. I threw on the light and pulled at the faucet. As Always. Make the water as warm as it will go. Make the shock as minimal as possible. And then …showed first 75 words of 297 total…

…showed last 75 words of 297 total…answer to that. I can't. I can barely recollect what happened past that point. I'm sure I finished my nightly routines. And made my way to the only place that comforts me. Because I woke up in it the next morning. So here I am now, recalling my ups and downs. That random day. Thinking always thinking. Wondering. When I am going to find it in me, to turn that mirror back around. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ **Bibliography**