True redemption of sin comes from suffering. When a person goes against what they judge as wrong, the only way to be freed of the guilt that their actions have caused is to feel the pain emotionally from the guilt of their sin. The guilt they feel on the inside and the shame they have to face others is their atonement. Feeling that guilt shows that the person has recognized their sin as wrong and …showed first 75 words of 1354 total…

…showed last 75 words of 1354 total…needed physical evidence of pain, so she could atone internally but she was only tricking herself for she'll never fully atone internally for she never let herself. She let the A do the crying and the bleeding and so she may feel redeemed but she never really is because she never actually faces herself about her sin. She shuts everything out and puts on the A hoping that the letter will take the pain away.